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coool :) [Jun. 1st, 2006|09:40 am]
i thot dt bein strong meant nvr losin selfcntrol..
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[patunogan |SHeryl Crow and Sting - Always on ur SIde]

Cel, you're a Steady Supporter

Stand by your man — that's just something you naturally do. Once you've committed to a relationship, you are a constant companion who enjoys the comfort and stability that comes from being a couple. Not quick to judge, accuse, or think the worst, you have a lot of trust (in him and in yourself), and you rarely worry about where he is or who he's with.

For you, mutual respect is of utmost importance. You are comfortable and confident in your own skin, making you a great pillar of strength in all your relationships. Whether he's striving to climb a mountain or land a promotion, you have his back. Best part is, you know he's got yours too.
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(no subject) [Oct. 11th, 2005|02:38 pm]
i thot dt bein strong meant nvr losin selfcntrol..
[pfffffffffft |contemplativecontemplative]

waw. feel like its really tagal na.. damn.. sembreaks comin up! eyaahhooo.. time to be back sa aking simple mundo,time to have oras para sa self ku.. been thinking alot lately, and i think na im missing a lot. wala lang.. altho ugh i know im happy namn eh.. kung asan ako now..mmm maybe i just really miss the uncomplicated life. waw. talk about depression din! eyaahoo..

punta ko debu ni hugsy the other day! and it fel treally super saya to see all the poeple.. i mean.. kat wa there, tabs!! jan!! ian tol, alma.. hanna chummy, via, syempre si hugsy andun..*smyl* pretty pretty ni mon, grabe.. iba tlga pag nagdedbu! hehehe eniwe, andun din si iya, with the very nice bagong look and the bagon eherm erhem:) dun din sina chagon, cam, preng, chelsea, at kung sino sino pa!! well, overall, super saya ng gabi.. as in.. parang mas gusto ko ngang buamlik sa dati kong life dun eh..:( thinga werent as supa hectic and supa kakapagisip.. haaay.. pero get..aish naman ako..ata. right.

waaaah. talk to me naman. para nys..



*sigh*

feel like i need to get back sa earth.. feel k i need to make balik na my buhay..

*sigh*
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im sick [Jul. 3rd, 2005|11:35 am]
i thot dt bein strong meant nvr losin selfcntrol..
[pfffffffffft |hurt]
[patunogan |greatest story ever told]

waaaaah im so sick.. nagrain ako kahapon, taos nng asa fx nakow, i wasnt really feeling well.. damn.. my eyes were burning na non..aba pagdating ko sa haws, dugyot sugyot pa kasi akow, i had to take a bath. muntik nako bumuwal sa banyo.. tapos bigat na ng katawn kow.. nagcomforter nako, shet, tas ang init na. boom. lagnat. diko lam kung fatigue or something. heehhee saya traning, pero super strenuous. dami ginawa. grabe naman. pero i decided not to joint he team nalang..gets ko naman na di maaayon sa sched ko eh..tska yoko na na naghihintay sina daadd.pag gabe. mahirap na.pago dun tapos 830 paalng matatapos training? no way.. no way tlga.

erthin's fine na/ erthing's back to normal... damn. im missin you.. ingat ka.lagi nlang kita isip. la naman akong masbae sayo pag jan ka na. hay. wat to do wat to do..
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kapagowd.. [Jun. 22nd, 2005|09:04 pm]
i thot dt bein strong meant nvr losin selfcntrol..
[pfffffffffft |calmcalm]
[patunogan |kandila by sugarfree]

hay kapagowd.. lecheng kakatapak kolang saking bahay. grabe namna kasi ang mga ulan ulan sa uste.. ay sus.. trafic pa grabe.. ayos lang. pero kakapagos tlga.. as in. kakapagod. sakit ng katawan ko, diko matapak ang aking paa dahil masakit ang aking ma binti. waw. heehehehe.

pahinga nangakow.hahaha, pili pako get up ko for tomorrow.
hingat!
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pakshiet [Jun. 21st, 2005|09:40 pm]
i thot dt bein strong meant nvr losin selfcntrol..
[pfffffffffft |restlessrestless]
[patunogan |seasons of love]

now.it is the time.the time has come.angsaya saya naman.ya ryt.

lamu ba,astig tong araw nato.my day, from seven to seven, hayop naman sa kabusyhan.hahaha. pasok akong room ng 7am, saktong theology ang clase kow.astig,tmang banal ako umagang umaga palang. dat was til 830.and then i enjoyd the wonderful lesson of mr. i-dont-know sa math,ung limit of a function kaeklatan.wahahaaha. dat is so cool.hehehehe. tapos i had to come up the stairs till i reach the foruth floor,where i had ofcors,my orgchem laboratory class.it was really nys to have fun while studying there!astig, i was seated besyd my klasmeyt, kebs and endoi,and alfie.hahahha.tas duamting si luwee tska si mela.hehehe.we were pouring our brains out na ngaeh,saktong IUPAC naming kasi.hehehehe. astig.ah,, never mind.damnit. and then,mga 1230 pm,labas nakami, ako, jay, mi, dan, resh, mench, dyan, luwee, alfie, kebs and endoi.we went out to have lunch at ihawone,but no.closed itow.tapos,sa kainitan ng araw at sa kasiskipan ng tao sa may dapitan,(eeeew tlga),punta akmi wendys.saktong andaaaaaaaami daaaami tao.shiet.tapos punta kaming choking.ay chowking pala.hehehe,saktong puno din.naini skme, takbo kami puntang kenny.hahaha.putsa.dami ring taow.so punta kami mcdo, saktong madami din.ang dale nun, ang bahobaho sa taas.ung ssecond floor?heheheh sabi nga ng kasam kow, tamang amoy kilikili na pinaasim at saktogn hinaluan ng pawis na malgkit ang filing.ang init panoh!grabe yuuuuk..buti nalang nakakita kami ng 4 chairs.the guys went to pizza hut to search din, so at first tamang hiwalay kame.hahaah,e bigalan gumalis ung 4 na tao ulit dun sa likod ng tbale namin,so i got their seats na.e tamang saktong 8 kami,3 suyg nd 5 gurls,coz umalis na si mimi at dan.at alfie.hehehe,so inusog usog pa namin ung mga tables.but no, meron akowng naispatang 8 chairs n tabitabi.waw.mga 130pm na kami start kummaen.gudluck. hehehe. tambay kami dun hanggang mga 220,kc may PE kme.watabowt.basketbolakow!!! haahahha putsa pano kaya pag lay-up na?good luck sakin,kamusta naman ako nun diba?hehhehe. so yun, i had to get pa my sports attire (take note hindi ito pe uniform dahil diako dala PE uniform,the attire was for the tryouts 4varsity voleybol ng pharama!!hahaha,maya kwento kow) shet, punta pako kay dadi's ofis to get the keys of the car, which is by the way parked underneath the OPD buiding.ung dating morgue.ya.dash ryt.so, from 2nd flor,punta ko basement, kuha ng mga gamit,rubba shoes,tas shirt at shorts.tapos,akyat ulit 2nd flor para ubalik ang susi kay papiroo.then, i walked all the way to the gym.damn.e tmang alone ako,aksi kinailangan pang maghiwahiwalay nemng lahat.hahaha.so punta ko gym, tapat ng santisimo church.paglakad ko dun, is pooted endoi, my classmate.he was praying pla sa church.wahahah, astigin.kala kow tuane nanaman sa CR ng simbahan,saktong kumpleto ung mga panghugas at timba dun at tissue at sabon daw dub eh.hehehe.so, sinamahan muna nya ko sa may benches while i waited for jay,who is, by the way, nasa loob na pla ng gym.nakngtinapa tlgaaaa...tas pinauwi ko na endoi, kasi dkame same ng PE.so un.pasok nakong gym, tas andami tao ulet.shiet.tas yon, discuss discuss, tas naka jersey kami pla.sleeveless ito.at ang group namen, ay nakabunot ng green for its color.putsa.ampangit.hehehe.edi un.saktong lapa kesson, pinacheer muna kami ng mga yellow jackets people ng mga UST tigers, th emightymighty tigers..ppopower the power,WHOOOoh!tiger power.mga ganun.hahahaha.

the tryouts wa ssupposed to start at 3.5 na, dipakme nakakaabot sa venue.dun pa ito sa may ministop na malayo sa uste.not sa espana,not sa noval, dun pa sa kalayulayuan ng bamabgn shitty..hiya pakame pasok ng 3 kopang clasmates!nkauniform pakme, tas parang naliligaw kme,hahaha.funi tlga. and then the exercises started na.sungit ng gay na coach.antary talaga!!gosh ang lola mow..hahaha. pero aish naamn, 720 nakme umalis dun,saktong ulan pa.tagal na hintay na nina papi sakin sa car.tsktsk.i never said enthin bowt themsana pumsa ko voleybol para dinako basketbol pe.tska para astig naman.something new in my life.hehehe.after 3 more sessions, we''ll know kung pasok kame,gudluck, tamang tawa lang ako dun nung mga oras na pinapagawa ung mga stunts eh,hahaha.as in!tamang basta hindi iwas s bola..sana mapasok kme.hehehe.sarap sigurong lumaban pag ganon..:) tas spike spike kapa, toss toss kapa.. odiba..hehhe

antok nakow. tulog nanga kow.gudnyt.
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nys.. [Jun. 13th, 2005|08:39 pm]
i thot dt bein strong meant nvr losin selfcntrol..
[pfffffffffft |tiredtired]
[patunogan |you and me by lifehouse]

and it all boils down to writing here ageeeeenn..


















but i really dont have enithin to say...













okey. gubayü
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uhhhh [Mar. 27th, 2005|04:41 pm]
i thot dt bein strong meant nvr losin selfcntrol..
[pfffffffffft |crappycrappy]
[patunogan |prove me wrong by caedmon's call]

wow! its summer na! damn..actualy at this point namimiss ko na pumasok.. hehhehe seeing my blockmates na super wild, aba, nakakmiss.. pero inferness, summer na nga.. yoko nang lumabas ng bahay!! now is the perfect time para magpaputi.. heheh kasi naman noh, ang itim ko na dahil sa araw sa uste.. pag lakad mo pa alng sa dapitan o kasya sa noval o kasay sa lacson o espanya, isa lang ang abot mo. Dume. Dust! smog! usok! mula sa keep! at FX! at kung ano ano pa..kalokohan tlga.. kaya i swear! pag naliligo ako, parang kadiri tlga ung katawan ko.. besides na hindi ako sexy at mataba ako tlga, aba, para parin akong nakauniform! dahil ang puti ng parts na natatakpan ng uniform ko!! waaaah! shet, tapos ung arms ko magkabia tlga ng color.. damn it. hahaha kaya, sana, as much as possible, itutulog ko nalang ang aking summer. saktong pambawi ng sleepless nyts.. ehem ehemü

eniweiz,mukang diko parin mahahayaan ang aking saril na asa haws lang ako..kasi like the other day, we went to bulacan and pamapnga.. yah, tradition, every holy thursday we go there.. i mean the fam. yap. the ride was fine, la masyado rtaffic coz ang alki n ang daanan sa Nlex! hahaha thats so kewl.. eniweiz, it was nys really to see my pinsans and lolas ther.. altho kapagod nga lang syempre. init pa ng araw. hahaha

oy shet may achievment nakong nagagwa!!! dahil narin sa tulong nga mga taong mababaet, mejo limot ko na ng konte si toot. saktong iwas na sa text na matatagall.. lamu un.saktong miscol dito. un lang.. hehhehe wat abowt? dinaman kasi ako smart!buti nalang..not making any sense noh? heheh thats better... well kamiss magsulat dito. alalng. shit,u guys...secondyear na tayo.damn.. by the time you ralize it, we're out there na, independent na.. shet. hope when that time comes, friends ko pa rin ang mga friends ko. hahaha rock on! uhm wait lang..
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(no subject) [Feb. 17th, 2005|05:15 pm]
i thot dt bein strong meant nvr losin selfcntrol..
[pfffffffffft |discontentdiscontent]
[patunogan |learning to breathe]

Hello, good morning, how ya do?
What makes your rising sun so new?
I could use a fresh beginning too
All of my regrets are nothing new

So this is the way
that I say that I need You
This is the way
This is the way

That I'm learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that You and
You alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

Hello, good morning, how ya been?
Yesterday left my head kicked in
I never thought I could fall like that
Never knew that I could hurt this bad

I'm learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that You and
You alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

So this is the way
that I say that I need You
This is the way
That I say I love You
This is the way
That I say I'm Yours
This is the way
This is the way


very nice song.. favorite.
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waaaaaaaaah [Feb. 16th, 2005|06:10 pm]
i thot dt bein strong meant nvr losin selfcntrol..
[pfffffffffft |blankblank]
[patunogan |audience of one by jeremy camp]

shit. valentines is over na. damn. ang sakit naman. makita ang trip mong wala lang. makita ang trip mong ma kasmang iba. makita ang trip mong may kausap at katawananng iba rather than you. shit. hirap pag classmate. hirappag ang lapit. astig, nagising ako ng valentines na mabigat ang pakiramdam. ang dali kasi nyan, tmang ayoko nalng pumasok kasi nga un. basta.

uy astig pala nung saturday.. hehehe tumugtog for the first time ulit na g rum130, wth the newest member, ada, anels sister.. in place of macor? nah.. performer narin tong batang toh, i think she'll do naman.. not in place of macor, as in literally speaking, pero "in place" of macor dahil la sya dito physically. gets> basta ganon.. ang saya, pumunta kaming holy, with our guitars and all. tapos ang galing, kasi may payment pa! nagkalokohan nga lang, kasi we were like supposed to play for the whole night, but it turned out that OTHER bamds were playing, too, so wat kinda hapend was 4 songs lang nakanta namen, astig! sana trip din ng audience ung kanta namen.. uhm.. astig lang. kakamiss magperform, rum 130, sana masundan pa.. kapagod, ang init sa stage, pero heck, angsaya tlga magperform. kahit na am nameng dikame prepared with good equipment, we sang our hearts out naman.. binawi narin saboses siguro! uhm. we sang penny and me, dare you to move (with the killer lead), acapella own version of bended knees of boyz2men, and then..aint got you. request nila un.astig. the nght ended reallly nice..

pagkagising ko, un na. ginawa ko pa ung proj ko zo at nagaral ng mga 100 pages for my chem prefinals. shit noh, bagsak ata ko, siko na mamementain ang aking grades,, kahiya kay dad at mom..shiit. eniwei, im soin my best naman, so heck. andami lang kasing distractions! ....kainis na minsan eh, dinako makapagisip ng matino kasi lagi nalgn mabigat ang nararamdaman ko. kasi ikaw eh. pinakumplikado m p ang sitwasyon.. diko alam kung tama ba ung nagafifil ogong gugustogo mogo rigin agakogo. kiginagakagarmaga naga agataga agakogo, pegerogo, agang agalagam kogo agay nagafigil mpgp rigin agang strogong naga kogonegeksyogon begetweegeen ugus. ugu megeyk meegee cragay, pegerogo, jugust thege meegeer thogot ogof ugu megeyks meegee hagapigi ogoltoogoogegetheger.magan. idontkno wwat to do na.. :( sinasadya mo ba to??.. i guess so.

valentines sucks. congrats pala sa mga masaya non ah, dont let them slip away, you guys, ung mga merong special someone jan:) good luck. sinyo. at SAKEEEN! fuck this lyf.
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(no subject) [Jan. 20th, 2005|03:55 pm]
i thot dt bein strong meant nvr losin selfcntrol..
[pfffffffffft |busybusy]
[patunogan |never alone]

.....crazy. crazy day. its 20!!! lalang.. birthday party na ni justine tomorrow, at si tabs, sa saturday. grabeng hectic din ang schedul! kaloka tlga.. dikoo lam pano..il be wearing a dress to justine's luau or hawaiian party.. and then..im gona wear skirt and top naman sa debut ni tabby yo ye.. anywway.. miss ko na ang mga tao. dibale, in like, a day, im gona be meeting them na ulet! yahoo!!

shyet..lamu ba, bagsak ako ata sa mga tests ngayong 2nd sem.grabe ang hirap ng prelims, lalo na ng chemlab!!!! tnagina talga.. magmememorize ka ng pagkarami raming tables..as in mga 16 tables, tapos, tatanungin ung mga kulay ng reactants plus reactant, tapos susul;at mo ang color, nature, at formula pati na rin ang reagents na pinagsalosalo! eh hindi ka ba naman maloka.. yung isang klasmate kong grabe, walang sagot. pinakopya ko, khit lam kong mali rin ung mga sagot ko. para lang may masulat sya sa papael..tsktsk, pinasahan ko sya ng papel na may sagot!! syet!! malupit nakopyahan!! ang dale pa nyan, test permit pa ung sinulatan ko ng sagot! ahahahaha super nafeel ko at that shitty moment na sobrang binetray o ang dyos..nagdasaldasal pa ko kunwari, eh nagksala naman ako. super nafeel ko ung blood rising sa aking mga cheeks, at naging red ang buon faceko. malupet na cheating un.at dinaun mauulit!!!! grabe!!

ansaya nalang isiping matatapos na ang prelims.. zoo nlang tmorow, alam kong mahirap un. crossing of genes palang shit an ghirap na!kaya nga magpapakamatay na ung ibang klasmates ko eh.. ako namna, diko balak un. saya paring mabuhay. kahit ganito. anjan naman ang ibng blessings from god.tulad ni ano..aaaaaaahhh!! weheheheh

"......i cried out with no reply, and i cant feel you by my side.... so i hold tight to what i know, youre here, and im never alone.. and though ur invisible, i trust the UNSEEN...."
haaayy.
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